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[Aug. 11th, 2005|05:07 pm] |
how do you delet thesee i dont want it?
gah help |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|12:28 am] |
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| [ | Band |
| | Saves the day | ] |
I Dont know what to feel.
I need change. I need to change anything. I am sick of waking up, doing the same thing everyday. Looking at my self in the mirror seeing the same hair style and same messy face. Looking at the same 4 walls.
I want to change my hair, my clothes, these walls, my rutine. It wont happen because I am affraid of change. but i want it to happen.
So I am happy that Alex and I are together. Real happy. He makes me happy, and I need that. When I am down or upset about something he always makes it seem better. He's real cute no matter what he says.
AM. Still makes me sad, I hope we can become friends and everything will turn up right. I miss him and we are going to hang out no matter what. I just have to stop feeling sorry and hang out with him.
everything will get better soon. i hope |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|04:12 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Band |
| | Boys night out. | ] |
Eeekk. I don't know what is going on. I feel happy one second and then sad/confused the next, about everything.
I'm going to tell you about my day it was...nice.
Yesterday I went to Kyle's/Cole's. I found out that their mom hates me a lot. So I don't know what I should do? We sat around the boys took showers in the rain, and ran down the street It was amusing. I wanted to play in the rain with alex, but he was sleeping. I was going to be wicked cute and go out in the rain and throw rocks at his window. But I didn't I should have. I made Coookiesss they were horrible. Alex was supposed to show up but he didn't. Then we all went to Taco bell. Micah dropped me and Tia off at her house, and we had a sleepover.
I like when we have storms they make me happy. I am so cold it is unbearable. Someone come cuddle with me and make me warm.
♥ Anna x love |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|01:20 pm] |
| [ | Im feeling |
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| [ | Band |
| | Alkaline trio | ] |
♥
I am happy that I am with someone that makes me really happy and says the cutest things. We sing songs, hold hands, I stay up late to talk to him. He makes me smile, he makes me feel safe, and makes me realize that I cant be so hard on myself. I hope I do something to him in return.
AM.I am sorry. You didnt over react I was a douche. I was talking to you this morning laying in my bed, feeling sorry for myself cause I was affraid to hurt you. Didn't know how to answer your questions and didnt know what to say. But its over now. and that question you asked two days ago, is true now.
I am nice to people I Should hate. I cant help it.
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|02:03 am] |
| [ | Im feeling |
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| [ | Band |
| | Rocket Summer | ] |
My old one as gay and I hated it. So I made a new one
Everyone that I am around lately is sad and confused. It's starting to wear off on me. I feel really bad that I am hurting someone. I dont want to but I know I am. He thought we had something and then I turned it around and we have nothing. I still want to hang out and get to know him and get to be his friend. I mean he is nice and funny so I think it could work out. (Everyone probably thinks Im talking about someone and I'm not it isnt who you think it is)
I am getting pissed off that school is starting soon. I decided that when school starts I am not going to care what anyone thinks at all. Wont care what I wear, say, or do. I dont even want to think about how bad it will suck.
I made new friends this summer. Well at least I consider them my friends I don't know if they consider me theres. oh well. |
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